Life Is A Mushroom

Life reminds me of a mushroom. I spend most of my time in the dark and clueless wondering about the world and my part in it. I don't have much formal education. I'm not very academic. Who knows, I might be an idiot. I don’t believe I’m worthless. My absence of any discernible talent must be an inspiration to others. Since I can’t get anything right my sole raison d’être is to function as a negative inspiration to others. I can just hear other people saying to their progeny, "Yeah, you may be useless, but there is hope because you’re not as bad as that smuck over there!!!" OPPs, the incoming alarm bell just went. Now where did I put my umbrella????? Another load of s**t is about to be dumped on me. Maybe I’m cleverer than I gave myself credit for????? There is hope after all!!!!!

Busts

I came across a newspaper article title. For those of you whose English isn’t comprehensive busts are also a slang term for breasts.

Here’s the article title:

Are busts for small amounts of pot (marijuana) a good use of police resources???????

Strange

Sometimes our environments become strange and in those environments we find ourselves doing things which require a talent or interest we never knew we had or particularly wanted or desired before being driven by a some wondrous event which had no right being in our life because we did nothing to earn it. Such is love!!!!

Karma and All That Jazz

If someone / something / some country / etc. / etc. has the skill / power / will / laissez faire attitude to do something then you will find that over time it / they will do it / it will happen. Everything is this world deteriorates naturally whether it's us / morals / events / etc... Just remember that one person’s terrorist, whether behind the scenes or not, is another person’s freedom fighter. Rich people accumulate wealth as a marker for their success. Countries expand / protect their interest or die. Governments have to be seen to be doing something so the most popular thing is to meddle in principle if not in fact. It’s the old Conservation Of Energy principle in human affairs. Energy can be converted but not destroyed. Therefore if a country does / rules do / I do / onto you, then some thing / some entity / some organization /someone else has to be inconvenienced or events altered. The Karma thingy is simply another name for the Principle of Conservation Of Energy in another disguise.

Conservation Of Energy

The Law Of Conservation Of Energy says that energy can never be destroyed, but is converted to something else. If this is true and there’s no reason to doubt it then it must also apply to life.

Therefore, my friends:

When something happens someone else gets it in the ear!!!!!!!

Such is the balance of life!!!!

Common Sense

Common Sense is very close to Trust. If you don’t know what or whom to trust then how can you have common sense????? Common sense and the unknown tells you to leave it alone. On the other hand, if you don’t venture forth then how do you make any progress???? Unfortunately the universe cycles through order, chaos and redemption / restoration. So, my readers, whoever / whatever designed / set up this universe has put us under pressure to make a decision no matter what. Sure you can procrastinate and all of us enjoy doing it. Some of us even call it thinking and reviewing the facts. To add to the fun we have conditioning or as some would say a whole series of knee jerk reactions. Trust is our natural state of life. If you don’t trust that such and such is so, then nothing is done with any speed. For instance, if you’re driving and a car crosses the line and heads straight towards you, you trust that your eyes and brain aren’t lying to you!!! In less crucial situations most of us take trust and marinate it in fear. Fear of the future. Fear of mistakes. Fear of loosing what you’ve accumulated. Our ego, which is our mental image of ourselves, puts in it’s 2 cents. Should we, shouldn’t we, what if, etc.…. What is, is that we live in Slices Of Now. Past is prologue and memories, never to become reality except in Mind. Future is probabilities / guess work / might bee’s / what ifs. Unfortunately, never accurate in detail but full of unfulfilled motherhood statements like "I want to be successful." The downside of " I want to be successful" is that our feverish wish may be granted, but in something we never intended like being poor. And then there is love and the old trust thingy!!! A lot of people don't trust falling in love because they fear losing control to someone else so they compromise. Ain’t life fun?????

Trust

You and I come into this world with nothing. From that point forward whatever knowledge / experience we gain is based on trust. Everything in this world is based on trust. You trust that if you drank water yesterday that the water you drink today won't have changed its' mind and become something else. Similarly if you have read words in a book, those words haven’t got tired of their meaning and become another definition over night through boredom and ennui. Similarly in relationships, you trust what you feel and see is real and not illusion. Of course, my friends, sometimes illusion in relationships is a hell of a lot more fun than reality. Now, I, for practical purposes, having learned about trust / lies / openness the hard way have all my charming and fascinating lady friends on a Broadsheet so I can keep the trust up / the reality real and avoid all unpleasant discussions about trust and commitment. Now where in the hell is Alice?????? Oh by the way, if anyone named Alice actually reads this stuff, I’m just kidding and you’re the only one that means anything to me. Honest, hope to die if you ever leave me etc.…….

Major OOP’s

I don’t know about you guys and gals but sometimes in life you do something or believe something that is completely logical but totally flawed. You may have noticed that there is a little yellow padlock icon in the corner of the screen that indicates that your online use of a credit card is secure from prying eyes because of what is called RSA encryption. That security is based on the idea that no one can calculate the large composite number behind the encryption. The composite number is based on two prime numbers about 150 to 200 digits long being multiplied together. Primes are defined as any number that can only be divided evenly by itself and 1. That is the only way you can absolutely determine if a prime is a prime. A prime does, however, if it is actually a prime, end in 1, 3, 7 or 9 in the first column. For instance 11, 13, 17 and 19 are all primes because they can’t be divided evenly by any of the numbers that precede them. Therefore, if you are going to break the composite code you only need to worry about seeing if probable prime numbers multiplied together and ending in 1, 3, 7, or 9 are actually primes. To add to the fun, if you multiply two prime numbers together creating a composite number which is obviously not a prime number its’ last column digit on the right will end in 1, 3, 7, or 9. Therefore you will know which one column prime number was multiplied together to create that first column digit. You may not know what the rest of the numbers were but you have a beginning. For instance prime 11 times prime 13 = 143 which is your composite number. If a composite number ends in 3 you can only produce a 3 if the unknown numbers that you are multiplying end in 1, 3, or 7, 9 because 1 X 3 = 3 and 7 X 9 = 63 ( 3 being the first column digit ). You can reverse engineer those numbers from the composite 143. Definitely OOP’s here!!!!

Life’s Weird

I don’t know about you guys and gals but sometimes life is weird. Women are considered to be sensitive and men aren’t considered to be sensitive. Of course, nothing is 100%, so naturally a minority of women are insensitive and a minority of men are sensitive. As much as I hate to admit it, I’m sensitive in the sense that I can pick up impressions of people without asking them a lot of questions. If you are a sensitive man or woman sometimes you pass someone on the street, who you will never meet socially / casually again for reasons that may be evident and not so evident. At that moment in time you feel a great affinity for that individual and if the dice of life had rolled differently, you might have fallen in love, married them, and lived happily ever after. Yeah, I know I sound nuts, however, if it has ever happened to you, you know it’s true. If it hasn’t happened yet, then someday it might. I must also admit that I’m not terribly romantic even though I’m sensitive and definitely wouldn’t be caught dead reading a poetry book. The weird part is that while tooling through the Internet I came across a lady’s blog which she had devoted to poetry. One of her poems was a lament on a love affair that had gone sour. At that moment in time, I discovered that I have the ability to take someone else’s poem, and using their words with a few additions of my own completely rewrite it for another purpose and call it something else. I definitely don’t have the ability to write poetry from scratch so this may be the last one you will ever see from me. So here, my readers is a poem dedicated to all those times you stumble across momentary love.

Us

A glimpse of me

A glimpse of you

Nothing said

My silent moment

Your silent moment

Things I dreamt about

Suddenly unraveled

Suddenly spent

All beautiful scenes

Scenes of others

Gone

No flash

No drums

No thought

No regrets

Suddenly changed

He knows me

But I’m enigma

SurelyI cannot be explained

I cannot be known

Where heart ????

Now shown

Soul on fire

He, my desire

Too late

Now eternal

No others

Playfulness

Joy

Trust

Eternal belief

Lust

Desire

No longer alone

Literally

Hearts speak

One

Hearts embrace

No introduction

But One

Forever

Now

No doubt

No ponder

All love

Forever

Lovers

Most lovers exist in the top range of a good friend but don’t have the ability to cross over into long term, no matter what happens kind of love. Lovers, in the final analysis, are God’s gift to you. God either takes you across with that person or she doesn’t. That process is another example of being taken into God’s Substance Of Being. That’s why we imperfect creatures called men can’t understand why a woman who has more going for her than any man ever did or could in a month of Sundays, still loves the seemingly lesser person labeled "that" man no matter what. Of course, in reverse, that’s why a lot of people who start out in an essentially false love eventually discover when push comes to shove they are in a relationship’s version of the Titanic!!!!

Who

I’ve always been fascinated about how things work. Over the years I’ve come to the inescapable conclusion that whomever designed this universe in terms of my ability to understand what’s happening is immensely clever and that if I thought long and hard about it perhaps she would give me some clues. I use the term "she" because a woman is the closest entity that I know that is most like God for lack of a better term. I realize that women have been the butt of jokes over the centuries but if you dissect a woman’s characteristics, a woman is the closest living entity to the characteristics of God that we have on earth. A woman is clever than a man, insightful, and won’t take b**ls**t very long unless she is in love. God has the same characteristics. A man on the other hand is predominantly full of b**ls**t for all intense and purposes. You have plenty of examples of historical men that have been full of b**ls**t and have not realized it and have given the world a gigantic headache in the process. There may be exceptions because nothing in this universe is 100%. Anyway if you look at life in terms of its’ fundamental workings you will soon realize that what I’ve posted has merit if not elusive truth!!!

Reality, Illusion. Illusive

The question for today is:

Is reality illusion or is both reality and illusion illusive???????

Life’s Question

What is illusion and what is reality and how do you tell the difference?????

Patterns And Parts, Illusion and Reality

Patterns and Parts, Illusion and Reality. Like a tree, you can identify it by looking at the pattern of its’ leaf but you can’t describe that particular tree in specifics unless you see it. Same principle in relationships. You know where you probably stand if you can identify the pattern but you can’t describe where you are actually standing / going because you can’t read the other person’s mind / see your future in specifics. Perhaps in some ways we are all living an illusion / pattern and only the part is reality.

What Speaks ?????

Is your mouth speaking for your heart or is your heart speaking through your mouth????????

Sometimes

Sometimes someone magical just plops into your life out of the blue. You sit down and list millions of reasons why it shouldn’t happen, is completely illogical, not according to your private life plan, definitely dopey, stupid and anything else that says no or impossible but that magical someone just doesn’t disappear.

Prototypical Man

It seems to me that God who is a woman, enigmatic, and quite capable of getting her own way, designed man as a prototype for woman. Woman are perfect, but prototypical man has been left in the lurch.

Man, being God's prototype, on her way to designing woman now finds himself:

1. Giving up on women and watching sports on which he bets money, can’t win, can’t second guess and which drives him emotionally crazy.

2. Giving up on sports and studying women, who he will never understand either and which
will still drive him nuts ( see 1. )

3. Wondering if God has a "steady"???????

Energy

Energy, as the fundamental building block of this universe, has a form as a string. Energy can also be in the form of particles and frames as well as strings. Energy in the form of a string when it moves has a wave like leading edge that appears to us as a force. Energy strings can form clumps which appear to us as inanimate particles or living entities. Energy can also form a frame which is essentially an enclosure for individual processes / living beings / things. Space, time and gravity are examples of frames that do something as a process. Energy in the form of a string can form particles which have positive or negative charges. Energy strings can contain holes which tend to hold things in place as they operate as gravity or inertia. Electrical energy or voltage is really a series of stacked strings in a frame which we call a battery. Energy in the form of a clump appears to us as a mass from a distance but as a charge if we could see it in a quantum vacuum. Space, Time, Gravity, are essentially frames that anchor energy as a string. These strings have the ability to clump into particles which we see as quantum particles / planets etc.. These clumps wink in and out of existence at different speeds depending on whether they represent a quantum particle / planet / universe or even you and I. String clumps on a massive scale create gravity when they cause the strings anchored to a frame to flex / oscillate. String clumps on a minute scale create charge when they cause the strings anchored to a frame to flex / oscillate such as in an electrical field or as a quantum vacuum phenomena. Since both processes are essentially equivalent in principle, the mathematics for the phenomena are essentially the same. It also doesn’t particularly matter whether you call it charge / mass / gravity as the principle is the same even though the outcome is different. Space as a series of strings in a frame causing a particle to travel down a string. On a gross scale we see these strings as orbits for planets. On a minute scale, we see these movements as Brownian as the particles on the strings bounce around. On a quantum scale we see the trails of the strings as the result of the particles on the string traveling near the speed of light. Time is a series of strings anchored in a frame and when these strings clump as particles they give the illusion of something happening at different speeds within the time frame. Inertia in space, gravitational mass, oscillation, time differences caused by particles is all essentially the same depending on the function at the time. Same principle, different name!!!!

Theory Of Everything

If there is a Theory Of Everything, then whatever it is has to have a basic structure that can be applied to everything. Mathematicians see it as a universal mathematical formula. Philosophers see it as a basic principle that you can apply to everything if you change the words to correspond to whatever you are writing / explaining whether it be physical / social / relationships / etc.. In short, no matter who you are it can be used for everything. The physical interests me so I’ll explain it that way. This universe is made up of massive things, not so massive things, little things and quantum things. It is generally agreed that energy is what makes this universe rock. No one knows quite exactly what energy is in physical terms. Energy is the fundamental building block of this universe. Energy can be in the form of particles, strings or frames. Energy in the form of a string when it moves has a wave like leading edge that appears to us as a force. If the energy is accelerating it picks up additional energy. Things that move / accelerate lose form because as things move the energy holding them together has to be used for movement / acceleration. At low velocities this phenomena is not readily seen. Energy in the form of a clump can be a particle / object or a living entity. Energy can form a frame in which all kinds of interesting things happen. Your and my body can be considered to be a frame in which interesting stuff goes on including thinking. Space, time and gravity are examples of frames as processes. Energy in the form of a string is a charge. Electrical energy or voltage is really a series of stacked strings in a frame which we call a battery. Energy in the form of a clump appears to us as a mass from a distance but as a charge if we could see it in a quantum vacuum. Space, Time, Gravity, are essentially frames that anchor energy as a string. These strings have the ability to clump into particles which we see as quantum particles / planets etc.. These clumps wink in and out of existence at different speeds depending on whether they represent a quantum particle / planet / universe or even you and I. String clumps on a massive scale create gravity when they cause the strings anchored to a frame to flex / oscillate. String clumps on a minute scale create charge when they cause the strings anchored to a frame to flex / oscillate such as in an electrical field or as a quantum vacuum phenomena. Since both processes are essentially equivalent in principle, the mathematics for the phenomena are essentially the same. It also doesn’t particularly matter whether you call it charge / mass / gravity as the principle is the same even though the outcome is different. Space is a series of strings in a frame causing a particle to travel along a string. On a gross scale we see these strings as orbits for planets. On a minute scale, we see these movements as Brownian as the particles on the strings bounce around. On a quantum scale we see the strings as trails as the particles traveling along the string at or near the speed of light can’t be seen. Time is a series of strings anchored in a frame and when these strings clump as particles they give the illusion of something happening at different speeds within the time frame. Inertia in space, gravitational mass, oscillation, time differences caused by particles is all essentially the same depending on the function at the time. Same principle, different name!!!!

Male Rationalizing

It's funny, as in odd, how past ghosts seem to be all good in our minds, when in reality they weren't. I often dream of thus and so, and what it would have been like if God's dice had rolled differently. Mostly after dreaming and rationalizing, male style, I realize that there would just have been different problems in different directions.