Personally, I think I am far too random to ever be successfully paired with anyone. I think I exist best as a conundrum to be enjoyed in secret from afar. What better way to guarantee that existence than to keep disappearing from all that get close to me as I have for all these years?With regard to you, you seem less of an enigma over here while I was less of a conundrum over there. We are like Ying and Yang!
mmm ... and I was going to write about beating, and dancing, and loving...
I am all those things and more alex ha. Glad your blog is back up. Cept relations for me seem to be on a great fall. Maybe. ha. Me chicken. So let's beat it whilest we are loving it.
I am glad your blog is functioning again! Thank you for all your comments.Although I feel like disappearing, the man who wanted to marry has not given up hope yet. We talked at length last night which is hard for me because generally I don't talk about such things. I say it once and further discussion to me seems superfluous. He realizes now that forcing me to continue to wear his ring is fruitless. I reiterated that I did not want to go on the expensive vacation so perhaps he will cancel that as well. He can't buy my love; I suppose my life would be much easier if he could. My heart would go to the highest bidder and I wouldn't be bothered by little inconveniences like love.
I think in many ways real love is indecent. There is shadow and light in every one of us. Not all are prepared to see the shadow of others people so that even if it is revealed to them, they won't see it.I think the ones who really truly love you, embrace your shadow as much as your light, because they see you as a whole.
I can be a dangerous person to love, Alex! I am full of shadows...not fou-fou nice stuff but DARKNESS.But other than the darkness thing, I can be lots of fun if we keep it light.
A wondeful look at life !
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